So here I am. Done with school. Or not. Who knows. I'm still waiting for the results of my finals. But lets consider I'm done with school.
What am I gonna do now?
I need a job. What can I do? Everything. Nothing. I'm willing to do pretty much everything. But then again, what do we really learn at school? What does high school teach us? In my opinion it's more social skills than anything else. Even though, many people will never be social (I mean social as in human..at least). It's their nature I guess. Anyways. I need a job.
So as soon as I get a job. I mean. I do have a job. More like a part time job. I love it. And I hate it. I get some easy money. It helps. I like that. Who doesn't?
SO as soon as I get a REAL job I'm planning on redecorating my room. I wish I could move out. Or just move to a bigger place with my parents. Oh true. I never told you guys about my parents. Well my parents are...old. Not really. They're 50ish. That's not old. It's half a century. My parents are also close minded. Well not my mom. Yes she is. A little. But she loves me too much to hate my gay self. My dad. My dad is...in love with my cat. Our cat. My cat. He loves her. I'm pretty sure he gives the cat more attention than me. I'm thankful. No I'm not. Yes I am. Dads are annoying. Mine is. Not really. But yeah. So that's my parents.
So like I was saying. I'm gonna redecorate my room. Paint. Get new furniture. New everything. More like "I'm gonna make this room MINE". And then I'm gonna start saving for next summer. Next summer is gonna be epic. I'm planning on making a Europe car trip with my soul, my heart, my ass.
Now what's the reason I started writing this post? Oh true. Change.
After high school. Or college. If you get the chance to go. What is life? How do you get used to it? What does actually really change? Do we change? Do I change? Do you change? Did you? will you? Do people see us differently? Are we taken more seriously now? just because 2 months ago we were students and now we're "normal adults"? I DIDN'T CHANGE IN 2 FREAKING MONTHS! Why would I? How would I? Wouldn't that be ridiculous? I mean, it's not because I'm FINALLY gonna be paid for what I do that I now am more (or less) mature than two months ago. I'm not a different person. I'm gonna be facing more responsibilities and stuff like that BUT I'm still the same person. I'm still me.
I'm still Sally. Sally J. Your everyday lady saying everything and nothing.
xx
SJW
P.S.: I need some ideas for colors to paint my room. SHOOT! SJW